Tuesday, April 20, 2010

If I Could Stop the Time...


Have you ever felt like everything around you is not right or it looks like a gray day? I do. Especially one day in my life, a very not good day for anyone.It was when my dad passed away, I can feel right now that horrible emotion of loss that is indescribable.

To begin with, my dad was a great person. He always was there to support me, at school, and anywhere. He taught me how to jump rope, how to be responsible, how to respect others and always to follow my dreams it does not matter if I think that my dreams are too high.

But my father forgot to teach me something really important- he forgot to teach me how to live without him. There are many things that I would like to do with him, many hugs that I miss, many kisses that I didn't give to him and a lot of memories that I would like to tell him. If I could stop the time, I probably demonstrate to my dad that I love him more than yesterday, but not less than tomorrow.

13 comments:

Raquel said...

Your story is really sad, I think that if i never lose my dad I be thinking just like you....

Vicky said...

That's the best story story have heard. I can't imagine my life without my dad and i am sorry I can't tell you I know how you feel. And you know, just know that you got to spend time with him in life and learn things he will always be with you no matter what because you always remember him. Again i am sorry for the loss of your father. Take care and hopefully you'll be doing good. GREAT STORY!

Cristina said...

That's a sad story I'm sorry for what you are going through, I still have both my parents thank God and I wouldn't know what to do without them. Everyday would feel gray to me if that would happen and
I hope not. I'm glad I can still show and tell my parents that I love them and I can thank them for everything they have taught me.Again, sorry for your loss.

mimi said...

Very sorry for your loss,"Yes"I do feel the same way. My dad passed away when I was Eight, He still always in my memories.

Barbara (Pikes Peak 1) said...

I understand exactly how you feel. My father passed away in November and I am sure I will always feel the pain of his loss. There are so many things I would like to talk to him about and so much more I wish I could share with him. Your father sounds like he was a wonderful man. I am glad you had such an awesome person to be your father. His legacy definately lives on in you for you are a beautiful person, inside and out. I am thankful for the memories I have of my father and hope that your memories help you through the gray days when you are missing hima great deal. This story is a lovely tribute to your father. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me.

Jennifer said...

What a wonderful story. You and your father obviously had a special relationship. I know you are sad, but you will always carry the memories with you forever, and that will bring you happiness. God Bless.

Anonymous said...

this is a great story but its very sad and i would not know what i would do whithout my dad that is very brave of u to talk about somthing so personal

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Unknown said...

I can't imagine what it would be like to lose my father, but I am very impressed that you can write so well about something so personal.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for you.

Unknown said...

That is such a sad story. I know I would be lost with out my dad. How do you write about something so sad without falling apart? I know I couldn't.

Hunter said...

I cannot imagine what I would do without my dad; he is such a big influence on my life. You must have been very brave to go through that. Probably the saddest thing that ever happened to me was when my dog and cat died within a week of each other. Your story was lovely. It would be hard for me to blog about something so sad.

Unknown said...

I am very sorry for your loss. My grandpa passed away when I was about 5. I also have lost many pets and my grandma on my other side of my family. Eventually you will get over it. Again, I am very sorry for your dad's death.